{"product_id":"memoirs-of-a-schizophrenic-goddess-9780595291489","title":"Memoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess","description":"Admitting I'm nuts would mean that the journey has not been real. \u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eMemoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess\u003c\/i\u003e begins with the murder of John Lennon. The superstar's spirit leads me to a book on science, ritual and religion called Tantrism. In the book I find pictures of a woman spinning in a circle. Finally there is a reason for the dance that I've been hiding in all of my life. According to the book I am a goddess, but the book is too difficult to understand, the science is too complex.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eTo understand the journey I must read every book in the library. That's millions of books.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAdding to my misery are the voices and the visions. Jesus and The Virgin are flesh and blood in my world, and devil-fighting rituals are a way of life.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eExhausting my resources I search for help. No one wants to listen. I am encouraged to be quiet, not to let my \"craziness\" surface. That doesn't work for me because the journey is real.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Nadine Murray\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e iUniverse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/11\/2003\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 196\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.64lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.16h x 6.40w x 0.52d\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9780595291489\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThis title is not returnable\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"iUniverse","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":40060510568563,"sku":"9.7806E+12","price":16.95,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0555\/9255\/0515\/products\/img_b79cdd94-7c3d-486b-a84c-2fd2df229269.jpg?v=1651672756","url":"https:\/\/bookstorenmore.com\/en-de\/products\/memoirs-of-a-schizophrenic-goddess-9780595291489","provider":"Bookstore N More","version":"1.0","type":"link"}