{"product_id":"cocaine-the-death-of-dreams-9781440162091","title":"Cocaine the Death of Dreams","description":"Shame \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e you left me to the nightmares of a dark room in an attic.\u003cbr\u003e you left me to the shadows of a ghost I could not see.\u003cbr\u003e you left me there to shiver and to crouch in silent places\u003cbr\u003e when all the world I'd ever known had gone away from me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e you left me with a memory and the image of your face.\u003cbr\u003e you left me with the fear of death that I could not erase.\u003cbr\u003e you left me when I needed you when I was only three\u003cbr\u003e when all the world I'd ever known had gone away from me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e you left me without warning without telling me good-bye.\u003cbr\u003e you left me without saying that you loved me when I cried.\u003cbr\u003e you left me in the shadows of a child I could not find\u003cbr\u003e when all the world I'd ever known had left me far behind. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e you left me for a shot of booze a line of coke but more\u003cbr\u003e you left me in the dark of night when I was only four.\u003cbr\u003e you left me by myself to find a way to stop the fear, \u003cbr\u003e when all I ever wanted was for you to be so near. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e and now I'm standing oh so tall so daring and so proud\u003cbr\u003e that I have made myself a world where you are not allowed.\u003cbr\u003e a world that is free of pain where little children play\u003cbr\u003e against the dark room shadows of a ghost I cannot name.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Charles Nolan Wolf\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e iUniverse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/11\/2008\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 252\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Hardcover\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.16lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.69d\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781440162091\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThis title is not returnable\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"iUniverse","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":44715372904563,"sku":"9781440162091","price":43.23,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0555\/9255\/0515\/files\/img_981b1b26-fb81-44e1-8912-0804f37b5933.jpg?v=1775842824","url":"https:\/\/bookstorenmore.com\/products\/cocaine-the-death-of-dreams-9781440162091","provider":"Bookstore N More","version":"1.0","type":"link"}